can i be more StUPid yes I can, cause i thought i’ve learnt, but what I found is….
Damn…. can I be more StUPidyes I can, cause i thought i got the big picture, but what I found is….
Damn…….
can I be more StUPiD
yes sure I can, cause I thought it would be a different scene, but what I found is
Damnnnn…….
how StuPid you think I can Be
So StUpid
peace ^_~
TrUst is only a word, a single one word but many people can’t handle itis really hard to give that word to another person, because that word comes with dignity, responsibility , prideand it’s really big proud when some one give you this word
but some how, you’ll find that that word is broken..
how you handle it…????
a blast from the past
a past that scared so much
don’t know what or which should be avoided
just don’t want to be touch to that past but if everything still in the mind
still that is not a past
cause still get along with the future
company the futuremay be there is no backward
is only stay, while everything is moving
just afraid to get in to those future streamsometimes you try to get over everything by leaving it
but what you have is something that always disturbing to open and open again
hmmmm…… common sense….. is the way to safe this
reality and fact that the way to open the eyes and the mind
may GOD help
wua laper euygi traning buat 1 bulan, ga kerja, sori ya friends yg harus working gantiin kita bertiga (jaja ayu and gue)baru2 hari tp dah dapet ilmu banyak, n belum masuk ke part confusing abiezzzzz nyayg unik nya kan bareng peserta dr pakistan niy….
pas mrk ngobrol gue berasa liat film india… tp yg ini life bo 
i call it stupidness…..
my friend called it blindness it’s been to long for me to stuck here
but i try and never give up to get out of itI have been to many new places, new atmosphere
each place give me great memories….
which form me who i am nowbut sometimes when i look back to a place…
a place that i can’t go, a place that I can’t step in
i still miss that place…..
i still want that place….
may be I’ll always been in love with that place
hmmmm
what a stupidness
~_^
banyak banget niy yg udah ikutan friendster or FS bahkan beRdasarkan pengalaman gue NyempluNg bentar di dunia chating…. FS tuh jadi menu pertanyaan andalan…. ” U ikutan FS ga?” or kadang baru kenalan pasti juga tanya FS loe apa….??????hmmmmm apa yg akan friendster bawa buat gue ya…????
gue dah melihat langsung efek nya di org2 terdekat gueada yg ketemu jodoh di FS, ada yg ketemu temen yg dah luama banget dan ga nyangka di masih idup… eh ketemu di FS, ada yg bikin perkumpulan di FS dari yg bener ampe yg uaneh ueaneh.. hue…he…he…
ada juga yg buat ajang promosi….. (dagangan kale……)
bahkan ada yg Putus juga gara gara FS,
wah dampak yg sudah gue temuin di FS buannyaaakkkk juga
pertanyaan … apakah sudah sejauh itu FS masuk kedalam idup kita …
hmmmmm…hmmmmm?????
so FS what would you bring to me HUH………?????????
hmmm, dah hampir 7 bulan jam tidur kacau….
and 1 minggu kedepan menjalani d office hours…
dan gue sekarang NGANNNNTTUUUUKKKKKKKKK hiks….hiks….
setiap abis isya…. pasti tepar, dan pergi ke pulau kapuk terbang ke alam mimpi alias teler…
didn’t know how it become like this
it’s started with all the up and low
then it become something that more deeply but then something came up
it’s obvious, but we try to deny it
it so in the air but we refuse to breathin a time still didn’t know how all things become like this
didn’t know where all go
didn’t know how to start againcause everything are went wrong
again and again we trying to keep up
but all we can say , all we can see
is so obvious
that
we know we can’t be together
still didn’t know how you, how I , how we give up…
maybe cause we just realized that
each and every single moment…. wake us from the fact that you and I just not we, not us
it took many years for us
to come to this point.
^_~
kata org tak kenal maka tak sayang.. bener banget niy.. kata kata.tapi terkadang pada saat di hadapkan pada suatu perpisahan… sering terlintas di pikiran, lebih baik ga kenal, so perpisahan itu ga akan menyakitkan……gue dulu berpikir, org yg melangkah pertama kali meninggalkan tidak akan merasakan sakit yg berarti.
gue dulu selalu menyangka org yg di tinggalkan akan lebih merasakan sakitnya
tapi ternyata ga juga, terlebih lagi karena perpisahan itu….. seandainya bisa memilih untuk tidak berpisah pasti itu akan menjadi pilihan utama……tapi semua keadaan, semua situasi menuntun untuk harus wajib kudu mesti ambil jalan itu…..
lebih sangat menyakitkan… pergi dari org yg sangat masih amat berarti…..
rasa yg harus di pikul…. masa depan yg harus di raba kembali tujuannya….
ingin rasa nya menarik kembali semua omongan itu, tapi jauh di dalam… kita tahu itu yg paling terbaik di ambil….
pergi meninggalkan yg tidak pasti, memang kita hanya bisa meraba masa depan, tapi sewaktu kita meraba itu kita harus mempunyai tujuan, supaya kita ga lost….
entah mana yg lebih baik….
kenal tapi menyakitkan
atau ga kenal tapi ga bisa merasakan…
setiap kejadian pasti ada hikmah, hanya tinggal nyarinya aja yg mesti sabar….
semoga gue dapetin hikmah itu
hiks….hiks…..hiks…..
BYe Bunny
