something for something

here I stand in the corner of my journey, there… path i have to

just a little something

Waiting for something

now here i am , sitting alone watching the sun goes down from the corner of my cubicle

from up high stories of the building…. looking down to the street, watching people rushing to home….

cause they know there is some one and there is something are waiting for them to come home.

I stood in front of my window, looking up to the sun, and looking down again to the rushing people…. then I look round… and say it to my self…..

who am i kidding….., here me ,by my self, spending alone the time in the cubicle of my life….

can’t go home caused i feel like I dont have
can’t go have some one caused I feel like I dont deserve

wondering my mind to fly high up to the sky near the sun, where I can go to my home where I found there is some one who is waiting for me

spread the hug and love , feed the hunger and thirst in care, fill the vasel of life
see the love flower blomm in the spring, hear the birds singing up uppn the tree,

but, the power turn off, brings me back to my little cubicle, pull me out from the dreams, put me back in the reality, while I watching the sun goes down, and people rushing back to their home.

Hatred

seandai nya saja ada sejuta kebencian datang mendera
tak sebanding dengan luka hati yg kau beri waktu itu

seandainya saja ada sejuta rasa sakit datang menerpa
tak sebanding dengan rasa perih yang kau beri waktu itu

benar ada nya, batas cinta dan benci sangat tipis

seandainya saja dapat ku ubah pendirianku,pemikiran ku, prinsip ku, dan diriku untuk mengubah semua cinta yg ku peruntukan untuk mu untuk menjadi sebuah kebencian…. seandainya saja….

Deep dark hole

The sacrifice I make
is it worth or just another sad song
I move on, I try to move on
I was in a deep hole that no one could safe me
but then I see a light, a shining one, trough the darkness night
try to lead me to get out, and I do

but then I realize that my trapped mind, still half stuck in that deep dark hole, which sometime try again to lead me back, to that place again.
How can I change this mind, I’ve been too long in that deep dark hole
companied by solitude and emptiness

I try to get, I do, over and over again … until my hopes and dreams are drowning with me to that deep dark hole

.

The LIMIT

LIMIT

batasan yg amat sangat luar biasa yg di tetapkan terhadap sesuatu, dengan pertimbangan dan pemikiran yg matang tanpa di landasi suatu subjektivitas atau emosi

LIMIT

memaksa seseorang untuk melakukan sesuatu yg terkadang di luar keinginan nya

LIMIT

batasan akhir yg is really suck when it’s come